March 17th, 2009

flagler college

Spring Break... Spring Blah, really

My Spring Break starts tomorrow at 5pm!  My Wednesday class is so late that it is cancelled; all classes after 3:50 are cancelled.  Not bad.  Only one class this week.  But I have a lot of work to do.  I'm not even sure I'm going home at all.  At some point, I need to get to a store and buy a few things though.  I do get to see my best friend Amanda tomorrow at 5 for dinner!!  Can't wait for that!!  I miss her a lot.  She's just a great person.  In a way, a feel like a great person just because she thinks I'm worthy of being her friend that she thinks about and actually wants to spend time with.

Geez, I'm going to be 25 this Saturday.  I'm thinking I'll buy myself a drink tomorrow to sort of celebrate.  I have nothing planned for my birthday.  I don't think many people even know it's coming up... or care that it is.  Yeah, I'm feeling rather alone these days.  I seem to get left out of things my friends do with each other around campus and town.  Not having money doesn't help.  Not having a phone I can actually use doesn't help.  The fact that I'm boring doesn't help.  Every now and then I do get to enjoy their company, but I don't think they are enjoying my company.  Wow, I'm starting to feel really lousy thinking about this!  ANYWAY... gotta get back to work... gotta cheer back up too, apparently!